It's been a while and i feel like I keep having to say sorry or feeling like I need to but more importantly I realized this is my blog and it's my choice what i choose to share or what I don't want to share.
I have not been living in the apartment I pay rent for in the last three weeks or so. I haven't been in school in the town I moved to, to be in school for the last two months. I haven't been well in the last three months. I haven't been able to share my feeling and how I really feel for the last 6 months. And most importantly, I haven't felt more unlike myself or had more people tell me that I have changed, looks like i've fought a war, like i'm not as happy as I used to be, like i'm not me.
And to be frank, they are right, I'm not myself, I'm not as happy as i used to be (I doubt I would describe what I used to be as happy), I haven't fought war, not a real war at least, but I have been fighting, and I am not me, sadly. Hopefully I will be again someday. In the meantime i'll just be here trying to be okay with the person i'm becoming. K, bye. Tata for now.
I have not been living in the apartment I pay rent for in the last three weeks or so. I haven't been in school in the town I moved to, to be in school for the last two months. I haven't been well in the last three months. I haven't been able to share my feeling and how I really feel for the last 6 months. And most importantly, I haven't felt more unlike myself or had more people tell me that I have changed, looks like i've fought a war, like i'm not as happy as I used to be, like i'm not me.
And to be frank, they are right, I'm not myself, I'm not as happy as i used to be (I doubt I would describe what I used to be as happy), I haven't fought war, not a real war at least, but I have been fighting, and I am not me, sadly. Hopefully I will be again someday. In the meantime i'll just be here trying to be okay with the person i'm becoming. K, bye. Tata for now.
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